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happy girl <3

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 03:40:41 GMT

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1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yes
(4) Want to be?: nope
(5) Your birth day:september 24
(6) Age you act: i think i act my age pretty much
(7) Age you wish you were: somewhere between 21
(8) Your height: 5'2
(9) The color of your eyes: hazel
(10) Happy with it?: yeah
(11) The color of your hair: brown
(12) Happy with it?: no
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: mom, dad, julie, james
(27) Your family: mom, dad, sister, brother
(29) What's your job: orthodontists office, playground camp and sundae house this summer
(30) Piercings?: 2 in each ear
(31) Tattoos?: none i hate needles
(32) Obsessions?: derek sanderson jeter, one tree hill, yankees, my lover <3
(35) Do you speak another language? a little spanish
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "if your always looking for reasons not to be with someone, youll always find them.
(37) Do you have a webpage?: well i have an lj and a myspace and an english work website

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: sometimes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah for the most part
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yepp
(41) Do you hate yourself?: not at all
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: not really
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yeah
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i dont know?
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Fate's Destiny
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Drowning or Fire
(47) Can you sing: yeah i like to think so
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: never
(49) Are you a loner?: nope i ahve the best friends
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: duhhh lol
(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yeah
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: i think im both
(55) Have you got a ?: what?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? i dontk know?
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: i wish i was beautiful. like truely beautiful
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love
(59) How do you vent?: i used to cry, but now i just dont care
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i am alot more emotionally strong than i used to be
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: yeahh and ive just finally learned alot
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: make the best of everything
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: um my eyes and lips idont know i hate most
(65) And least?: im fat and my nose and my hair
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: not really
(67) Are you confident?: only when he lets me be
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hmm cinderella, def prince charming he is
69) Do people know how you feel?: My friends <3
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: i dont think so
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: mostly only the sports section
(74) Pray?: yes
(75) Go to church? yes
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes my derek bear <3 and my eeyore
(78) Take walks in the rain?: who doesnt?
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes and its bad i know
(80) Drive?: yessss
(81) Like to drive fast? heh sometimes

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yeah
(84) Been out of the country?: Espana <3
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yeah
(86) Burped?: i cant remember im sure i did at some point
(87) Been unfaithful?: nope
(88) Been in like?: def
(89) Done drugs?: nope
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: nope
(92) Had a surgery?: yes
(93) Ran away from home?: not really
(94) Played strip poker: well i didnt play but i was there when other people did
(95) Gotten beaten up?: yesss

(97) Been picked on?: yess for fun
(98) Been on stage?: yes i love it
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no never
(100) Slept outdoors?: yeah! relays, and YAYA CAMPOUT!
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yessss
(103) If yes, what is your record?: um all night?
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: nope
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: nope
(107) Slept all day?: yes
(108) Killed someone?: nope
(109) Made out with a stranger?: nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: noooo
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: yeahh
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yeah
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: yeah
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yesss, him<3
(116) Broken the law?: maybe?
(117) Met a famous person?: Tyler Hilton, AARON SMALL, Christy Carlson Romano, Goose Gossage, John Secada, Eric Oullette :)
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no but yesterday almost
(146) Stolen anything?: no
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yes unfortunately
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yeahh many
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no?
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?:yessss

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: i dont know?
(155) Brand of clothing?: doesnt matter
(156) Cologne/perfume?: abercrombie 8
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans and a sweatshirt
(159) Wear hats?: not really
(161) Wear make-up?: yeah
(162) Favorite place to shop?: i dont really like shopping
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my sweatshirts
(164) Are you trendy?: nooooooo
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: yes, it would be a lot less stressful

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: nope
(167) Miracles?: miracles happen once in a while <3
(168) Astrology?: at times
(169) Magic?: i love magic
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: yes
(172) Santa?: yesssss
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: yeah i do
(175) Love at first sight?: definately<3
(176) Yin and Yang?: um what
(177) Witches?: nope
(178) Easter bunny?: yeahhh
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, definately!
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: this reminds me of an episode of thats so raven
(181) Do you wish on stars?: actually, yes

LOVE, and all that jazz
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: nope
(183) Do you remember your first "love"?: yes, well i dont really know if i love him but if i dont i think eventually i will, and hed be the first
(184) Still "love" him/her?: yes
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
(186) What do you find romantic?: kissing in the rain, looking into each others eyes
(187) Turn-on?: i like eyes and smiles, and they have to be funny, i like mostly athletic boys
(188) Turn-off?: cocky guys, and guys that brag about everything and assholes
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: definately not but it matters
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i feel bad and i wish i could make them happy but im not going to compromise my beliefs and wants for theres because that just isnt fair
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: yes
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes, actually
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i doubt it
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: well this one guy is pretty amaazing
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they are so cocky
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? hmm i cant even remember
(208) Are you in love?: not in love
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: if i was dating him i would say yes
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: smile definately

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: i dont know
(212) You wanted to kill?: i wanted to kill him but then we made up
(213) That you laughed at?: my mommy <3
(214) That laughed at you?: my mommy cause im a fool
(215) That turned you on?: hahaa him oh him <3
(216) You went shopping with?: cody for jeynesy's gift
(217) That broke your heart?: oh him
(218) To disappoint you?: oh him
(219) To ask you out?: almost 2 years ago, jon
(220) To make you cry?: almost today from him during our fight
(221) To brighten up your day?: my mommy's advice
(222) That you thought about?: him.
(223) You saw a movie with?: oh my god i havent been to the moveis in ages
(224) You talked to on the phone?: chris
(225) You talked to through IM?: kyle
(226) You saw?: my mom
(227) You lost?: i dont know
(229) You thought was completely insane?: my dad, hes a fool :)
(230) You wanted to be?: someone he wants
(231) You told off?: kinda chris i guess but not really it was more of an argument
(232) You trusted?: my mom
(233) You turned down?: uhm no comment.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: now
(235) Laughed?: like 10 minutes ago
(236) Cried?: i dont know
(237) Bought something?: hmm coffee today
(238) Danced?: i dont dance
(239) Were sarcastic?: on the phone with chris like an hour ago probably
(240) hugged someone? like a few minutes ago
(241) Talked to an ex?: like a week?
(242) Watched your fave movie?: i watched rent on wednesday
(243) Had a nightmare?: last night, couldnt sleep
(245) Talked on the phone?: when i talked to chris a little while ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: in my car on my way to work
(247) Watched TV?: boy meets world <3 this afternoon
(248) Went out?: i got in like an hour ago
(249) Helped someone?: i dont know
(250) Were mean?: on the phone with chris
(251) Sang?: in the car on the way to work
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: i dont know april vacation?
(253) Said "I love you"?: to my mom just a few ago
(255) Fought with a family member?: every day. lol
(256) Fought with a friend?: tonight with chris
(257) Had a serious conversation?: tonight with chris
(258) Got drunk?: ..spain
(259) Had sex?: never

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 01:16:41 GMT

Type your cut contents here.

(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yes
(4) Want to be?: nope
(5) Your birth day:september 24
(6) Age you act: mostly
(7) Age you wish you were: somewhere between 18-20
(8) Your height: 5'2
(9) The color of your eyes: hazel
(10) Happy with it?: yeah
(11) The color of your hair: brown
(12) Happy with it?: no
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: mom, dad, julie, james
(27) Your family: mom, dad, sister, brother
(29) What's your job: orthodontists office, playground camp and sundae house this summer?
(30) Piercings?: 2 in each ear
(31) Tattoos?: none i hate needles
(32) Obsessions?: derek sanderson jeter, one tree hill, yankees, my lover <3
(35) Do you speak another language? a little spanish
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "if your always looking for reasons not to be with someone, youll always find them.
(37) Do you have a webpage?: well i have an lj and a myspace and an english work website

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: sometimes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah for the most part
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yepp
(41) Do you hate yourself?: not at all
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: not really
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yeah
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i dont know?
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Fate's Destiny
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Drowning or Fire
(47) Can you sing: yeah i like to think so
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: never
(49) Are you a loner?: nope i ahve the best friends
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: duhhh lol
(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yeah
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: i think im both
(55) Have you got a ?: what?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? i dontk know?
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: i wish i was beautiful. like truely beautiful
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love
(59) How do you vent?: i used to cry, but now i just dont care
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i am alot more emotionally strong than i used to be
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: yeahh and ive just finally learned alot
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: make the best of everything
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: um my eyes and lips idont know i hate most
(65) And least?: im fat and my nose and my hair
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: not really
(67) Are you confident?: only when he lets me be
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hmm cinderella, def prince charming he is
69) Do people know how you feel?: My friends <3
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: i dont think so
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: mostly only the sports section
(74) Pray?: yes
(75) Go to church? yes
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes my derek bear <3 and my eeyore
(78) Take walks in the rain?: who doesnt?
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes and its bad i know
(80) Drive?: yessss
(81) Like to drive fast? heh sometimes

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yeah
(84) Been out of the country?: Espana <3
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yeah
(86) Burped?: i cant remember im sure i did at some point
(87) Been unfaithful?: nope
(88) Been in like?: def
(89) Done drugs?: nope
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: nope
(92) Had a surgery?: yes
(93) Ran away from home?: not really
(94) Played strip poker: well i didnt play but i was there when other people did
(95) Gotten beaten up?: yesss

(97) Been picked on?: yess for fun
(98) Been on stage?: yes i love it
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no never
(100) Slept outdoors?: yeah! relays, and YAYA CAMPOUT!
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yessss
(103) If yes, what is your record?: um all night?
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: nope
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: nope
(107) Slept all day?: yes
(108) Killed someone?: nope
(109) Made out with a stranger?: nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: noooo
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: yeahh
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yeah
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: yeah
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yesss, him<3
(116) Broken the law?: maybe?
(117) Met a famous person?: Tyler Hilton, AARON SMALL, Christy Carlson Romano, Goose Gossage, John Secada, Eric Oullette :)
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no but yesterday almost
(146) Stolen anything?: no
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yes unfortunately
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yeahh many
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no?
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?:yessss

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: i dont know?
(155) Brand of clothing?: doesnt matter
(156) Cologne/perfume?: abercrombie 8
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans and a sweatshirt
(159) Wear hats?: not really
(161) Wear make-up?: yeah
(162) Favorite place to shop?: i dont really like shopping
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my sweatshirts
(164) Are you trendy?: nooooooo
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: yes, it would be a lot less stressful

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: nope
(167) Miracles?: miracles happen once in a while <3
(168) Astrology?: at times
(169) Magic?: i love magic
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: yes
(172) Santa?: yesssss
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: yeah i do
(175) Love at first sight?: definately<3
(176) Yin and Yang?: um what
(177) Witches?: nope
(178) Easter bunny?: yeahhh
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, definately!
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: this reminds me of an episode of thats so raven
(181) Do you wish on stars?: actually, yes

LOVE, and all that jazz
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: nope
(183) Do you remember your first "love"?: yes, well i dont really know if i love him but if i dont i think eventually i will, and hed be the first
(184) Still "love" him/her?: yes
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
(186) What do you find romantic?: kissing in the rain, looking into each others eyes
(187) Turn-on?: i like eyes and smiles, and they have to be funny, i like mostly athletic boys
(188) Turn-off?: cocky guys, and guys that brag about everything just to make them look barbaric or whatever
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: definately not but it matters
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i feel bad and i wish i could make them happy but im not going to compromise my beliefs and wants for theres because that just isnt fair
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: yes
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes, actually
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i doubt it
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: well this one guy is pretty amaazing
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they are so cocky
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? hmm i dont know? christmas?
(208) Are you in love?: not in love
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: if i was dating him i would say yes
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: smile definately

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: i dont know
(212) You wanted to kill?: that freshman in my math class i hate her
(213) That you laughed at?: allie on our starbucks date <3
(214) That laughed at you?: allie probably cause i was being a fool in the car
(215) That turned you on?: hahaa him oh him <3
(216) You went shopping with?: hmm cody and jenn but i didnt really shop
(217) That broke your heart?: oh him
(218) To disappoint you?: oh him
(219) To ask you out?: almost 2 years ago, jon
(220) To make you cry?: i dont even remember i dont cry any more
(221) To brighten up your day?: starbucks with allie <3
(222) That you thought about?: ha him <3
(223) You saw a movie with?: well i saw a play with the girls on sunday <3
(224) You talked to on the phone?: allliee
(225) You talked to through IM?: jenn
(226) You saw?: my mom
(227) You lost?: i dont know
(229) You thought was completely insane?: my dad, hes a fool :)
(230) You wanted to be?: somebody special
(231) You told off?: i dont rememeber
(232) You trusted?: alot of my friends
(233) You turned down?: i dont know

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: just like 5 minutes ago
(235) Laughed?: before
(236) Cried?: a long time ago
(237) Bought something?: starbucks even thouhg i didnt really buy it
(238) Danced?: i dont dance
(239) Were sarcastic?: hmm i dont know?
(240) hugged someone?: hmm i dont know
(241) Talked to an ex?: a few days ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?: hmm well i saw my favorite movie in play version the other dya
(243) Had a nightmare?: long time ago
(245) Talked on the phone?: i dont know when allie called me today
(246) Listened to the radio?: in allies car
(247) Watched TV?: last night
(248) Went out?: just a while ago?
(249) Helped someone?: hmm i dont know
(250) Were mean?: hmm i dont know
(251) Sang?: earlier
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: hmm i dont know
(253) Said "I love you"?: i dont know
(255) Fought with a family member?: today?
(256) Fought with a friend?: been a while
(257) Had a serious conversation?: i dont know
(258) Got drunk?: ..spain
(259) Had sex?: never

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 04:57:43 GMT

i think i love you.

yeah you.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 19:21:05 GMT

its all ashleys fault haha i love her <

YOU
1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal?:
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. The best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, or album:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you.

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 18:42:23 GMT

So he pretty much makes me smile. And he pretty much makes me want him. And that pretty much scares me. But I pretty much just need him. Becauses he pretty much amazing. And I've pretty much. . . gone insane.

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 00:45:41 GMT

so yeah school starts tommorow. this vacation was amazing, i love my friends like woah. i feel like the rest of high school is going to go by so fast and im not going to lie that really scares me. i had a dream the other night about this years seniors graduating, that scares me too. I'm getting close with alot of them and I do not want them to leave. I am so afraid of closure, so afraid of change and I thought I was doing good. I am doing good, I just need to learn to cope better. New Years Resolutions, stop making big deals out of nothing. End of story. Happy New Year everyone, oh and please snow tonight :).

1) fifth grade teacher's name: Mrs. Cox

2) Last words you said: Is it really going to snow tommorow?

3) Last song you sang: "Out Tonight" from Rent

4) Last person you hugged: Joe

5) Last time you had a bf/gf?: a year and a half ago

6) Last time you said I don't remember: I don't know but I'm sure today

7) Last person you had a fight with: mother.

8) Are you still fighting with them: nope

9) What color socks are you wearing: pink and purple striped ones

10) What's under your bed right now?: drawers

11) What time did you wake up today: 11:15

12) Current taste: a hazelnut chocolate

13) Current hair color: brown

14) Current favorite band: I don't really listen to many bands?

15) Current annoyance: i guess that im scared of people leaving and change

16) Current longing to see: baseball, i miss it, thats all i need for life to be good <3

17) Current desktop background: Aaron Small <3

18) Current worry: I'm honestly worried that I'm going to lose someone soon, not physically lose them but emotionally

19) Current hate: school, pleasse snow :)

20) Current favorite article of clothing: my sweats <3

21) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: lips

22) Last CD that you listened to: Carrie Underwood, Some Hearts

23) Favorite place to be: with my yacks <3

24) Least favorite place: school early in the morn

25) Time you wake up in the morning? 6 30 for school, like 10-11 when there isnt school

26) Time you get home from school?: 2:05- 2:15

27) Favorite color: green

28) Do you believe in an afterlife: nope

29) Do you believe in God? yes

30) Current favorite word/saying: sweet deal

31) Favorite book: gossip girls!

32) Favorite season: fall

33) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: jon but he always seems to upset and i dont want to bother him

34) Have you ever wanted to have sex with "just a friend"? haha foolish question

35) Where do you want to go for college?: New York or Massachusetts please :)

36) What is your career going to be like? Sports Agent <3

37) How many kids do you want: 4

HAVE YOU EVER..
38) Been really really drunk?: nope

39) Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes

40) Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird.etc?: maybe if i ever had one

41) Been to New York: I LOVE NEW YORK

42) Been to Florida: yes

43) Been to California: nope

44) Been to Hawaii: nope

45) Been to Mexico: nope

46) Been to China: nope

47) Been to Europe: no, but february <3

48) Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yessss!

52) Do you have a crush on someone: unfortunatly

54) Worst feeling in the world:like you thought you knew a whole situation but you were wrong about everything

55) What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: please be early so i can sleep some more

56) How many rings before you answer: two

59) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes derek bear <3

68) What are you most scared of: definately what the futures going to bring

69) What clothes do you sleep in?: sweats and a tshirt

70) Who is the last person that called you?: joe called me back

71) Where do you want to get married: milford

72) If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: i wish i was prettier and didnt let thigns get to me so easily

73) Who do you hate: one person.

74) Been In Love: no i dont think i have, i thought i was once but when i look back i really wasnt

75) Are you timely or always late: timely

76) Do you have a job: ortho <3

77) Do you like being around people?: i love people

78) Best feeling in the world? being happy, and loved

79) Are you for world peace: yes but unfortunately our worlds too messed up

80) Are you a health freak: no way

81) Do you have a "Type" of person you always go for? yeah kinda

82) Ever afraid you'll never get married: sometimes i get worried but i know it will be okay

85) Do you want to get married: yes

86) Do you want kids?: yesss

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU..

87) cried: nope

88) Bought Something: yes

89) Gotten Sick: nope

90) Sang: yes

91) Said I Love You: yesss

92) Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them: hahahahahahha what a question

93) Met Someone: well i became friends with daniele in the past two days but i didnt really meet her

95) Talked To Someone: yesss

96) Had A Serious Talk: yesssss unfortunately

97) Missed Someone: yesssss

98) Hugged Someone: yesssss

99) Yelled at Someone: kinda

100) Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be with: yeahh his name is derek <3

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 00:03:56 GMT

well i like never update any more so i guess this is needed. i am incredibally happy right now. i cant remember a time when i was happier. my friends are amazing and im so thankful that i have this right now. i cant even remember the last time i cried, and it used to be such an every day occurance.

you guys seriously have to know how much you mean to me, you make me so happy. im so glad we have finally all become so close, it was supposed to be this way.-- robyn jenn ashley amy shannon and jen.. you girls are my world. were going to get through everything together and we have so many more amazing times to come.
cody-- you know how it is best friends forever and ill love you through it all, i just miss you a little.

everythings finally been put into place for me, theres no use in letting drama get to us, theres no use in crying over dumb stuff. the computer doesnt need to be your world, and theres just some things we have to do. Things happen, but were all going to be okay in the end. I think this year has done so much for me, and if i had to learn it the hard way well thank you for letting me learn it. For anything bad ive ever said to them to them or behind their back im heartfully sorry. I'm changing and while I am not fully there yet, I'm almost there. Thanks girls i love you mucho <3

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 04:00:08 GMT

a. list ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.

b. don't say who they are.

c. disable comments.

d. never discuss it again

1.you are one of my best friends but honestly you need to get a grip and stop complaining about everything. we all have stress and problems, but you dont hear us complaining get over it.

2.i hate how you dont know how beautiful you are. you are the most beautiful person i know inside and out. you need to stop putting yourself down, cause i think you are pretty near perfect.

3.you are pretty immature sometimes. you need to be happy with what you have and not just mope and be sad about what you dont have, if you dont your going to regret it.

4.i hate how great you think you are. you always have to be the best at anything, you walk into the room and you just think that you are better than everyone else. im sorry but everyones just as good as you are.

5.you need to lose your attitude sorry but sometimes its just uncalled for. you can voice your opinions but sometimes they are uncalled for.

6.you are too cute. i never have a problem with you ever. you always know how to keep it real, please dont ever change that.

7.you are so annoying, you need to figure out that maybe if you didnt bother people and werent so nosy than maybe everyone would like you alot better.

8.i dont like the person you are any more. you are nothing like the person that i used to know and honestly i dont know if i want to even be friends with you. the person you are now is someone that isnt worthy of my time and efforts any longer, but you know ill always care.

9.you are so effing strange sometimes, yeahh i love you of course but the little comments you make sometimes for attention need to stop because they just are weird.

10.you know im in love with you, that is something that has always been and will never change.

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 22:37:34 GMT

so im pretty happy and thats all that really matters to me riugt now. i love my friends and i love how we are all just dumb. i love how were going to new york soon, i love how much i see yall now. and i love how were going to have darrreeee nighhhttt. today was pretty amazing.

spent time with the girls ( and joe and vinny ) so im happy, and it feels good so dont ruin my happiness :) thanks.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 01:17:24 GMT

(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yea
(4) Want to be?: nope
(5) Your birth day: yesterday, september 24
(6) Age you act: my age for the most part
(7) Age you wish you were: 18
(8) Your height: 5'2
(9) The color of your eyes: hazel
(10) Happy with it?: yeah
(11) The color of your hair: brown
(12) Happy with it?: no
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: mom, dad, julie, james
(27) Your family: mom, dad, sister, brother
(29) What's your job: orthodontist
(30) Piercings?: 2 in each ear
(31) Tattoos?: none i hate needles
(32) Obsessions?: umm DEREK SANDERSON JETER, the yankees, american idol, one tree hill
(35) Do you speak another language? a little spanish
(36) Have a favorite quote?: not really
(37) Do you have a webpage?: well i have an lj and a myspace

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: sometimes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah for the most part
(40) Do you have any secrets?: a few
(41) Do you hate yourself?: not any more
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: not really
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yeah
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i dont know?
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The Emotional Life of Michelle
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Drowning or Fire
(47) Can you sing: yeah i like to think so
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: never
(49) Are you a loner?: nope i ahve the best friends
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: duhhh lol
(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yeah
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: i think im both
(55) Have you got a ?: whatev
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? i dontk know?
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: i wish i wasnt so fat
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love
(59) How do you vent?: crying
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no i cry at everything, i cry when the yankees win for god sake
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: yeahh and ive just finally learned alot
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: make the best of everything
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: um my eyes and lips idont know i hate most
(65) And least?: im fat and my nose and my hair
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: not really
(67) Are you confident?: not really lately
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: whattttt
69) Do people know how you feel?: My friends <3
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: i dont think so
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: mostly only the sports section
(74) Pray?: yes
(75) Go to church? yes
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes my derek bear <3 and me eeyore
(78) Take walks in the rain?: who doesnt?
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes and its bad i know
(80) Drive?: well im finally 16 at least?
(81) Like to drive fast?: . . .

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yeah
(84) Been out of the country?: no but SPAIN in february
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yeah
(86) Burped?: i cant remember im sure i did at some point
(87) Been unfaithful?: nope
(88) Been in like?: def
(89) Done drugs?: nope
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: nope
(92) Had a surgery?: yes
(93) Ran away from home?: not really
(94) Played strip poker: well i didnt play but i was there when other people did
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no lol

(97) Been picked on?: not really
(98) Been on stage?: yes i love it
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: um everyyy dayyyy ?
(100) Slept outdoors?: yeah! relays, and YAYA CAMPOUT!
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yessss
(103) If yes, what is your record?: um all night?
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: nope
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: nope
(107) Slept all day?: yes
(108) Killed someone?: nope
(109) Made out with a stranger?: nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: noooo
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: yeahh
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yeah
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: yeah
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yess
(116) Broken the law?: maybe?
(117) Met a famous person?: heck yes Christy Carlson Romano, Tyler Hilton, Goose Gossage, Eric Oullette
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no :(
(146) Stolen anything?: no
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yes unfortunately
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yeahh many
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no?
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?:yessss

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: i dont know?
(155) Brand of clothing?: doesnt matter
(156) Cologne/perfume?: abercrombie 8
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans and a sweatshirt
(159) Wear hats?: not really
(161) Wear make-up?: yeah
(162) Favorite place to shop?: i dont really like shopping
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my sweatshirts
(164) Are you trendy?: nooooooo
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: yes, it would be a lot less stressful

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: nope
(167) Miracles?: miracles happen once in a while <3
(168) Astrology?: at times
(169) Magic?: i love magic
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: yes
(172) Santa?: yesssss
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: yeah i do
(175) Love at first sight?: definately
(176) Yin and Yang?: um what
(177) Witches?: nope
(178) Easter bunny?: yeahhh
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, definately!
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: this reminds me of an episode of thats so raven
(181) Do you wish on stars?: actually, yes

LOVE, and all that jazz
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: nope
(183) Do you remember your first "love"?: yes
(184) Still "love" him/her?: yes
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
(186) What do you find romantic?: kissing in the rain, looking into each others eyes
(187) Turn-on?: i like eyes and smiles, and they have to be funny, i like mostly athletic boys
(188) Turn-off?: cocky guys, and guys that brag about everything just to make them look barbaric or whatever
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: definately not but it matters
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i feel bad and i wish i could make them happy but im not going to compromise my beliefs and wants for theres because that just isnt fair
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: yes
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: not really
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i doubt it
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: they are adorable
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they are so cocky
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? i got my fake flowers from jenn, amy, ash, and shan last eve <3
(208) Are you in love?: not in love
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: if i had one?
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: smile definately

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: i dont know
(212) You wanted to kill?: that freshman in my math class i hate her
(213) That you laughed at?: i dont know
(214) That laughed at you?: my family laughed at me when i kept saying how much i loved derek while watching the 60 minutes special on
(215) That turned you on?: derek jeter at yankee stadium yesterday oh and robinson and alex too <3
(216) You went shopping with?: robyn
(217) That broke your heart?: him!
(218) To disappoint you?: him!
(219) To ask you out?: i hate saying this but jon, and it was over a year ago im gay
(220) To make you cry?: i dont really want to talk about hat
(221) To brighten up your day?: my yankees <3
(222) That you thought about?: my friends
(223) You saw a movie with?: oh boy...cody leighann amy robyn shan joe ash jen
(224) You talked to on the phone?: k cole
(225) You talked to through IM?: this kid marc
(226) You saw?: my sister
(227) You lost?: i dont know
(229) You thought was completely insane?: ashley bernatchez because shes so hot!
(230) You wanted to be?: somebody special
(231) You told off?: i dont rememeber
(232) You trusted?: alot of my friends
(233) You turned down?: i dont know

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: just like 5 minutes ago
(235) Laughed?: before
(236) Cried?: a few hours ago
(237) Bought something?: food at yankee stadium last night
(238) Danced?: i dont dance
(239) Were sarcastic?: to garrett earlier online
(240) hugged someone?: jenn baker when she left today
(241) Talked to an ex?: today actually cause he didnt say happybirthday to me yesterday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: its been a while
(243) Had a nightmare?: the other day
(245) Talked on the phone?: like 4 hours ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: in mikes car today
(247) Watched TV?: half hour ago
(248) Went out?: this afternoon
(249) Helped someone?: i dont know i help alot of people
(250) Were mean?: last night iw as mean to my friends on my birthday and it was sad
(251) Sang?: earlier
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: ahh two or three weeks ago, emily rose
(253) Said "I love you"?: to my mom before
(255) Fought with a family member?: today?
(256) Fought with a friend?: the beggining of the week
(257) Had a serious conversation?: yesterday
(258) Got drunk?: never
(259) Had sex?: never

its been awhile

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 21:46:24 GMT

Okay, so happy birthday Cody Anne Rayher. I really love you.

So yesterday i wake up and its my BIRTHDAY so im so excited and i get ready and go to the DMV and i cant get my permit cause im missing two things but the man says get back here by 11 30 and ill take you right away, so we get in the car and were gonna go get the stuff we need. But my uncle calls and says he has FREE 12th row tickets to THE YANKEE GAME. And for those of you who are in your own world i am in love with the yankees and this was one of my three birthday wishes.

So we decdied to go, cause it was my birthday and it made it the best birthday ever, so the seats were so good and we could see them so well and it was amazing cause I LOVE THOSE BOYS! And we took alot of pictures and everything and wow i loved it.

So I had about 3 trillion messages on AIM and i got a whole bunch of phone calls which made me feel really good and like everyone really cares. So it was pretty amazing. So we went to Bennigans, me jenn jenn amy ashley shannon and kayla at 7 and i love them and they sang to me which was embarressing but thats okay lol. Then we got cody and robyn and went to scott and tylers later, which was interesting.

So yeahh it was a pretty good birthdya but i have yet to get my permit :( but thats okay because seeing my yankees even though they lost was the best possible thing i could have ever gotten.

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:40:49 GMT

Do a google image search on each of these following things. . .

1. your first name: michelle

2. your middle name: Lynn

3. your last name: richetelli

haha first picture thats my daddyyy <3333

4. the age you'll be on your next birthday: 16

5. your favorite color: green

6. the place you want to be kissed, but never have: in the rain

7. a bad habit of yours: talking too much

8. your favorite fruit: watermelon

9. your favorite animal: monkey

aww what a cutie!

10. last name of your favorite teacher: vitelli

haaaaa

11. your pet's name: our crab died :( but it was hermy

12. your best friend's name: cody

thats her alright :)

13. the one you love: derek jeter

aww theres my boyyyy <3333 what a smile !

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 00:32:33 GMT

Name: Michelle
Gender: female
Age: 15
Birthday: September 24
Height: 5'2
Hair color: brown
Eye color: hazel
Zodiac sign: libra
How many languages do you know: one but i guess im alright in spanish too
Nationality: irish, italian, hungarian and french canadian
Piercings you have: two in each ear
Piercings you want: maybe more in my ears
Tattoos you have: zero
Tattoos you want: maybe a heart on my ankle but i hate needles so probably no
Today's date: july 5
The time: 8:08 pm

» S C H O O L «

Are you still in school: yess but its summer
What school: FORAN
Favorite grade: probably 9th
Least favorite grade: 10th or 8th
Favorite teacher: Mr. V, Willie, Mr Goldstone
Least favorite teacher: drazzzzzzzzz
Favorite subject: history
Least favorite subject: science
Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buyy
Play any sports on the school's team: softball
Are/were you popular: i dont really like the way people define popularity, its so fake so im not really sure
Most humiliating moment: oh god, umm probably when my pants split at sarahs :(

» F A V O R I T E «

Bands: i like Maroon 5 alot
Books: the notebook, the first part last
TV channel: mtv, disney, tbs, abc family, the WB, fox, nick at night
Junk food: ice cream
Overall food: cheese fries

Fast food: wendys
Restaurant: hmm i like sbc, and humphreys, and applebees
Shape: definately heart
Time of day: midnight
Boys name: dylan matthew, david andrew
Girls name: kelly marie, delaney rose
Mall: umm ours i guess in milford
Car: im not a big car person
Month: september
Disney character: sleeping beauty <3
Scary movie: texas chainsaw masacre

» H A V E / W O U L D Y O U E V E R . . «

Been in love: yeahh i have
Cried when someone died: yep
Drank alcohol: yes but i have never been drunk
Lied: yep
Eat crap for $1,000,000: eww no way
Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: i would hope i wouldnt
Lie to the police: noo
Run from the police: definately not
Lie to your parents: yep
Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: haha i so woukd
Walk out of a restaurant without paying: noi thats horrible
Flashed someone: no thats not me
Told the person you liked how you felt: yess thats the worst
Stolen anything: no wayy
Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
Been to a concert: many
Been to another country: nope but im going to spain in feb!
Talked back to an adult: definately
Got pulled over: nope
Broke a law: i dont think so?
Given money to a homeless person: nopee
Tried to kill yourself: nopee
Cried to get out of trouble: always
Kissed a friend's brother or sister: nooo
Kissed a brother or sister's friend: noooo haha -matttttttttt
Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: ha yeah

» Y E S OR N O «

Do you like cows: surely
Are you a bitch: i am
Are you artistic: nope i cant even draw a stick figure
Do you write poetry: sometimes, they are more of song lyrics but they start off as poems
Are you a fast runner: haha no
Can you ski: no never tried
Are you straight: i am
Are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: deffff
Are you fat: yes
Are you short: yessss
Are you tall: noo
Do you own a hot pink shirt: i do
How about orange pants? sadly, no
Are you evil: ha yeah?
Is Britney a whore: i like her

» P R I V A T E «

Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no
Do you have a crush: well i wouldnt really call it a crush
Do you love anyone right now: i do
Have you ever been in love: yes
How many hearts have you broken: i dont know a few
How many people broke your heart: two
Best quote to sum up love: "Love is a battlefield"
So what is your bf/gf/crush like: hes amazing.
Do you go by looks or personality: mostly personality but i need some kind of attraction and if your personality attracts me enough which sometimes it happens, looks dont matter at all
Ever kiss a friend: yes
Are you still friends: duh, it was like stb?
Crack, heroin, anything else: no way
Do you like smirnoff ice: never tried it
What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: ew smoking is so gross
Are you a virgin: i am

» W H A T D I D Y O U D O «

Last birthday: went to the nd mixer actually
Yesterday: sat home all day, watched the yankees and had a family whiffle ball game
Last weekend: went to codyss
Christmas: waynes and grammys casas
Thanksgiving: football game, waynes, grammys
New year's: downtown with the fam and codyyyy, then laurens
Halloween: aww that was princceessss day, and trick or treating as princesses of course
Easter: waynes and grammys
Valentine's day: i dont remember, nothing special
July 4th: sat home all day

» O P I N I O N S«

What do you think...about pop music: i love it
About boy bands: i love em
About flag burning: controversial
Of the war on terrorists: im glad were there and i hope we cant stop terrorism
About suicide: ick bad
About abortion: i am so against them
Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: hopefully married and have a baby
Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: most of them i hope but cody, robyn, jenn, kayla, kyle i think i definately will be

» F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S «

I want: to be happy
I wish: i looked like all the pretty girls
I love: derek jeter more than life.
I miss: the assurance of who i was and if im that same person now
I fear: drowning.
I hear: the tv upstairs
I wonder: if he thinks about me
How do you know its love?: because you dont care what you look like around him, and he will just make you smile by saying hello, and he is just so perfect, and you are happy just being able to see his smiling face
If you could be any kids character, who would you be: mulan, because she overcame so much and was such a strong and beautiful person
If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat: chicken blt salads yumm
Do you remember any of your dreams: yes the other night jenn tried to kill me, ive been having bad ones this week
Do you dream in color or black and white: color
Do you admit when you need help with a problem: most of the time
Can people read you like a book: my bffes can
What's your biggest fear: not knowing who i am, and ending up alone in the world
Do you talk a lot: yesss
Are you afraid of clowns: deathly terrified
Do you like spiders: actually yeah i do
How about grape kool-aid: its okay
Can you drive: nope :(
Are you spoiled: ithink i am
Are you anti-social: no wayyy

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 19:15:19 GMT

Name 20 friends, in no order!
[1] Cody
[2] Robyn
[3] Jenn
[4] Kyle
[5] Mike
[6] Kayla
[7] Ashley
[8] Matty Woods
[9] Leighann
[10] Caitlyn
[11] Kumail
[12] Garrett
[13] Pete
[14] Amy
[15] Shannon
[16] Jenn
[17] Ashley B
[18] John
[19] Zach
[20] Derek Jeter

[A] Who is #8 going out with?
nobodyy

[B] Is #9 a boy or a girl?
lol a girlll

[C] Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?
i think they would

[D] How about #18 and #4?
nahh i dont think so

[E] What grade is #17 in?
ourss duhh

[F] When was the last time you talked to #12?
a couple hours ago online

[G] What is #6's favorite band?
i dont know i guess ill have to ask her

[H] Does #1 have any siblings?
Kelsey and Kiley :)

[I] Would you ever date #3?
nahh i dont think so lol

[J] Would you ever punch #7?
i dont think so i love her

[K] Is #16 single?
yes please

[L] What's #15's last name?
Navroth

[M] What's #5's middle name?
I think its ryan but im not positive

[N] What's #10's fantasy?
i think it would have to be to spend every living moment with me :)

[O] Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?
umm wow look at what i got stuck with, um i guess they did at one point and they probably still could maybe way later in the future idk?

[P] What school does #20 go to?
hes out he did go to kalamazoo central high school before going to the university of michigan where he still has to finish his college education but right now i think hes happy being the shortstop for the new york yankeeessss <3

[Q] Tell me a random fact about #11?
he makes me laugh, hes one funny kid

[R] And #1: shes my be ef ef ee i lurve her more than life

[S] And #3: she slept at my house last night :)

[T] And #2: shes me be ef ef ee too only the bestt ever

[U] Have you ever had a crush on #16?
who hasnt?

[V] Where does #9 live?
down the street kind of

[W] What's #4's favorite color?
blue?

[X] Would you make out with #3?
haha deff

[Y] Are #5 & #6 best friends?
lol nopee

[Z] Does #8 like #19?
hmm i dont know i guess so

[a] Does #10 have any pets?
i dont think so

[b] Is #12 older than you?
yesssss hes like a year and a half older

[c] Give #13 a hug?
petteeeee!

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 18:32:41 GMT

So hmm yesterday i worked from 9-11. Then robina and myself went to the mall at 3 to shop for matthews present! it took us awhile but we got it.

Then at like 7 me robyn adn kayla arrived at biagettis, con peter, kumail, priscilla, joe, john, and matt chetlen. then the woods family arrived. everyone had lied to matt and he was having a bad day. but then garrett finally got there with him and we surprised him yey! so we sat and talked and ate dinner and it was a good time. and then we went to priscillas, and it was fun <3. then garrett drove me home at 12 the end. Happy Sweet 16 Matt!

Tue, 31 May 2005 23:34:16 GMT

Basic Info
1. Your Name: Michelle Lynn
2. Your Nickname: Shell
3. Your Birthday: September 24
4. Your Age Now: 15
5. Your Location: Milford
6. School Grade: 10
7. Sex: Female
8. Zodiac Sign: Libra

About Me
1. Hair Color: Brown
2. Eye color: Hazel
3. Skin color: White
4. Height: 5'2"
5. Shoe size: 8
6. Do you care about the way you look?: yeah
7. Do you get tanned?: At times
8. Do you have big ears?: I dont think so
9. Do you have contacts or glasses?: Nopee

Have I Ever...
1. Eaten an entire box of Oreo's?: No way!
2. Gotten in a car accident?: Yess
3. Watched "Punky Brewster"?: Cannot say that I have
4. Hiked a mountain?: Maybe a while ago
5. Death Valley on horseback?: Um def?
6. Stayed home on a Saturday night just because?: No i dont think so

In the Past Week Have I...
1. Cried?: No i dont think so its been a good week
3. Cut your hair?: Nope
4. Worn a skirt?: I have
5. Worn a tie?: I have not
6. Been mean?: I have
7. Been sarcastic?: Most def
8. Gone for a walk?: I have
9. Gone out for dinner?: Yeah
10. Met someone new?: Maybe
11. Taken a test?: YES
12. Talked to an ex: Yepp
13. Missed an ex?: Yeah i guess a little
14. Hugged someone?: Mhmm
15. Kissed someone?: Nope
16. Danced with someone?: Yeahh my gurlies <3
17. Had a nightmare?: Yepp
18. Fought with your parents?: Mhmm

// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls?: White
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets: Purple
03. What color is your rug?: Pink
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room?: Many pictures dawg
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big?: Nope
06. Do you have a phone?: Yess
07. Do you have your own computer?: Nope
08. Do you have a desk?: I do, dont use it
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room?: My cds, and pictures
10. What are your most favorite things in your room?: My cds, and my tapes for voice
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room?: Yeahh deffff?

// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?: Lay in bed and think
02. Anything unusual?: sometimes
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school?: not normally
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school?: yeahh i guess i do

// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable?: sometimes
02. Happy?: sometimes
03. Tired? Sometimes
04. LEAVE ME ALONE? sometimes

// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes?: yeahhh
02. What are some hobbies of yours?: Singing!!
03. Do you collect anything?: nott reallyy, somewhat i guess
04. What do you do in your spare time?: Go online, SING
05. Are you in love, or at least falling?: maybe

// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed?: Go on the computer
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"?: i kiss them goodnight <3
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)?: Tummy
04. Do you like your life?: Very much so

Last cigarette: no thank you
Last car ride: After school
Last kiss: idk
Last good cry: like a week and half
Last library book checked out: wow i dont knwo its been a while
Last movie seen: i havent been to the movies in forever
Last book read: one of the gossip girl books
Last cuss word uttered: I do not swear
Last beverage drank: diet coke
Last food consumed: potato pancakes
Last crush: Haa
Last phone call: Eileen!!
Last TV show watched: hmm, idk
Last time showered: this morn
Last shoes worn: My adidas sandals with the blue stripes
Last CD played: Gavin Degraw
Last item bought: I dkk
Last downloaded: Stevie Wonder-- Overjoyed
Last annoyance: my familyyyy
Last disappointment: the other day
Last soda drank: diet coke
Last thing written: my poster JACKSONS <3
Last key used: 3
Last word spoken: Wanna have a catch lou?
Last sleep: Last eve
Last IM: just now to kayla
Last ice cream eaten: hmm a few days
Last time amused: Today
Last time wanting to die: wtff matteee
Last time in love: right now with DEREK SANDERSON JETER WHATTTT
Last time hugged: hmm daddy last night
Last time scolded: Been a while
Last time resentful: I dont know
Last chair sat in: right now?
Last lipstick used: ring dance, i hate lipstick
Last show attended: KELLY CLARKSON-- BREAKAWAY!
Last web page visited: Livejournal

Favorites
1. Color: Green
2. Song: Have you ever been in love-- Kimberley Locke
3. Band: JACKSON 5! :)
4. Thing to do: Sing
5. Sports team: Yankees
6. Holiday: Christmas
7. Day of the week: Tuesday/Friday

Birth
1. Where were you born?: Milford
2. What is your birthdate? September 24
3. What are your parents' names?: Jim and Lisa

Friends
1. Who is your best friend(s)?: Cody Robyn Kayla Kyle Mike Jenn Ashley Matt
2. Which one always makes your day?: Cody and Robyn
3. Do you know what you would do without your friend(s)?no clueee
4. Which one have you known the longest?: Amy
5. Which one have you known the shortest?: hmm garrett?
6. Which one makes you smile?: They all do duhh

Tue, 24 May 2005 18:55:12 GMT

Twelve good tv shows:
01) ONE TREE HILL
02) American Idol
03) The OC
04) Laguna Beach
05) Saved By The Bell
06) Boy Meets World
07) The Real World
08) Law and Order
09) Law and Order SVU
10) The Bachelor
11) Dawsons Creek
12) Seventh Heaven

Eleven good bands/artists:
01) Kelly Clarkson
02) Tyler Hilton
03) Gavin Degraw
04) Ashlee Simpson
05) Jessica Simpson
06) Stacie Orrico
07) Dixie Chicks
08) Backstreet Boys :)
09) Ryan Cabrera
10) Clay Aiken
11) Kimberley Locke

Ten things you love:
01) Mi familia
02) One Tree Hill
03) American Idol
04) James Lafferty
05) Derek Jeter
06) The Yankees
07) MY BFFL's :)
08) The OC
09) Sleep
10) Thinking

Nine things that really put you in a bad mood:
01) when im alone
02) when we have no food
03) when i feel fat and ugly and theres ntohing i can do to change it
04) not being able to find clothes
05) when julie and james are being brats
06) when people talk about each other
07) drama
08) knowing how badly you want something and knowing you will never ever get it
09) schooolll

Eight movies you don't get tired of:
01) The Notebook
02) 13 Going on 30
03) A Cinderella Story
04) 10 Things I Hate About You
05) Ill Be Home For Christmas
06) Never Been Kissed
07) Spice World
08) Tuesdays With Morrie :(

Seven foods and drinks:
01) Chicken Tenders
02) French Fries with honey mustard
03) Mushroom Pizza
04) Vanilla Milkshakes
05) Sprite
06) Cheese fries
07) Tortolini's

Six facts about you, physically:
01) I have brown hair
02) It is curly and i hate it more thatn life
03) I am short and i hate it
04) I am grosssss
05) I have hazel eyes
06) I am not very tan

Five things that are always around you:
01) my family and friends
02) my chapstick
03) my phone
04) my shoes
05) my computerr

Four obsessions you have:
01) DEREK SANDERSON JETER!
02) ONNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEE TTTTTTTRRRRRRREEEEEEEE HHHHHIIIILLLLLLLLLL!!! <333

03) American Idol!
04) JAMESY LAFFERTY <333

Three Flaws
01) I hate everything about the way i look
02) I get really sad too easily
03) I make a big deal out of everything

Two celebrities you have a crush on:
01) DEREK SANDERSON JETER!
02) JAMESYYY LAFFERRTTYY

One colour
01) Green

Sat, 21 May 2005 13:11:43 GMT

BASICS
001. First Name: Michelle
002. Middle Name: Lynn
003. Last Name: Richetelli
004. Nicknames: Shell, Michelley
005. Province or State: CT
006. Age: 15
007. Sex: Female
008. Birthday: 9/24/89
009. Astro Sign: Libra
010. Siblings and Ages: Julie-14 James-11
011. Pets: Hermitt Crabb :)
012. Hair Color: Brown
013. Eye Color: Hazel
014. Shoe Size: 8
015. Height: 5'2"
016. Weight: xx
017. Shirt size: xx
Relationship Stuff
018. Do you have a crush or boyfriend/girlfriend? Well i have a crush
019. If so, what's their name? Fredrick lol jk
020. How long?...
021. What was your longest relationship? 2 months
022. Have you ever been in love? yes
023. Who was your last boyfriend or girlfriend? Jon
024. Why did you break up? many reasons
025. Who was the best boyfriend or girlfriend you've ever had?: xx
·;·Some Questions..
026. Where is your favorite place to shop?: idk
027. Do you think your fashion is cool? nope

028. Do you have anything pierced?: two in each ear
029. Fave accessory: idk
030. Do you have a tattoo?: nooo
031. Do you do drugs?: nopee
032. Do you smoke?: nope
033. What's your favorite song(s): hmm right now id have to go with Kiss on me-- tyer hilton
034. What's your favorite CD(s): Tyler Hilton, Kimberley Locke, Kelly Clarkson, Ashlee Simpson
035. What kind of Shampoo do u use? Herbal Essences
036. Do you flirt?: mm yes
037. What are you most scared of?: being alone, fire, drowning
038. How many phones in your house? umm if my whole family is home 8
039. What are you listening to right now: silence
040. Who are you talking to right now: um no one
041. What time is it?: 8 55 am
042. Do you have your own line? i used too, but we got rid of it, i have my cell now
043. Have you ever kissed someone?: yess
044. Ever had best friend stab you in the back?: yepp
045. What clothes do you sleep in?: pj pants an tshirts
046. What car do you have?: i dont drive :(
047. Who is the last person who called you?: hmm my mom to wake me up rarr
048. Where do you want to get married?: in a church with lots of people
049. How many people are on your buddy list?: as many as can fit
050. Who's your hottest good friend? haha i dont even think i have to say his name
051. Who do you really hate?: i hate like 3 people.
Favorites
052. Number: 2, 22, 11
053. Rap Artists: hmm i dont really like rap
054. Candy: sweeedishhh fishhh
055. Brand: idk
056. Concert: hmm my favorite concert i went too had to be Kelly Clarkson and Clay Aiken Independent Tour
057. Food: pizza
058. Restaurant: bennigans, chiles
059. Baby Girl Name: Kelly Marie
060. Baby Boy Name: Dylan Matthew, David Andrew
061. Nail polish color: hot pink :)
062. Subject in school: History
063. TV show: ONE TREE HILL, American Idol, The OC, Laguna Beach
064. Clothing item: sweatshirtsss
065. Animal: golden labs
066. Store: idk
067. Ice Cream Flavor: SWAMP FROM THE SUNDAE HOUSE!
068. Game (if any): idkk
069. Perfume and/or Cologne: Abercrombie 8
070. Thing to Do When Bored: sleep, sing
Have You Ever
071. Gave someone a bath: nope
072. Snuck out: nope
073. Drank: nope
074. Bungee Jumped: nope
075. Went movie hopping: nope
076. Broke the law: nope
077. Ran from the cops: nope
078. Swam all day long: yeppp
079. Stole Something: nopee
080. Tried to kill someone: nopeee
081. Made yourself throw up: nopeeee
082. Gone skinny dipping: noo
083. Been In Love: yes
084. Ever made yourself cry to get outta trouble: yess
085. Lied to Get Out of trouble: yess
086. Did extasy: nooooo
087. Drank to forget about your problems: nope
088. Had sex with someone you Didn't Know: nopee
089. Walked alone on the Poor Side of Town at Night: nope
What Comes To Mind
090. Red: cheeks
091. Cow: cowtails mm yumm
092. Pig: babe
093. Buddy: haha john!
094. Black: dark
095. Sparkley: purtyy
Daily Routine
096. What did you do yesterday? hung out with cody, leigh, ash and the boys for a little then slept at codys
097. What did you do today? umm since its 9 nothing yet
098. What are you doing tomorrow? hmm working thennn idk

Sun, 15 May 2005 15:10:30 GMT

so friday night my negative nancy, annoying anita, and horrifying harriet came over i love those girls muchos <3 then garrett, matt, and kumail came over and it was nice, i made matt brownies because im a good friend. it was good times.

so i worked yesterday and then my daddy took me for ice cream it was awfully nice of him <3. so then kay picked me up at 7 30ish and me and her and rob met ash and leigh there, then kumail and garrett, and went mini golfing! then we went to the diner, but kay and kumail left to go to friendly.

then us girls went back to the lovely home of kayla. then garrett, matt, and kumail came over a little while later. then me rob ash and leigh slept there. twas a super night <3

Sat, 07 May 2005 03:58:44 GMT

but i cant help falling in love with you
and although have the time your a genuine jerk
and half the time your acting like a fool
and you feel as though you always need to impress them

but im not good enough
or pretty enough
or funny enough
for you to even see how much im putting myself out there.

i really want this, i love you.

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 00:46:06 GMT

so in case you didnt read half of forans journals today

DEREKKKKK EFFINNNGGG SANDDERSONNN JETTERRRRRR WASSS ATTTT FORANNNN HIGHHHH TODAYYYYY!!!

thre were all the rumors that oprah was coming, and everyone laughed it off and just went totally insane when we knew someome was there and the cheerleasers run in and mike lynchs face PRICELESS! and in walks DEREKKK SANDERSONN JETERRRR!!

I went OHHH MYYY GODDDD in a loud very screechy voice and i started bawling and shaking and hugged kelly about a million times cause i was freaking out so much. and everyone freaked out even non-yankee fans and everyone looked for me cause they allll knoww hes my boy!

and it makes me really happy that in journal entries it actually says and iw as really happy for michelle cause it made her lifeee!! lol

OHH MYY GODDD i still cannot believe that it happened but it did and wow!

so yeah im really happy for johnnn <3 he deserved to go with derek and meet all of the yankkees so much!

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 13:22:57 GMT

So yesterday I got home from jenns and i watched my tape of the oc with jules. then we were bored and tried to figure out something to do then we both decided upon naps lol. so then rob called and we decided to go to the mall.

So at the mall it was an interesting time. a fat kid hit on a robynnn and van scared us, and this creepy man who was sitting behind us kept looking at us when we were talking.

So then we went back to robyns house and kay and ash came over. Then a little later, garrett, matt, pete, and kumail came over and it was good times. robyn did kumails makeup and it was like the hardest ive lauged in a long time. and garrett called for his prayer ha.

Im sure no one will read this but thats alright..
This vacation has been a pretty good one if i must say so.

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 03:35:58 GMT

okay so yesterdayyyyy kay came over and we watched american idol and ashleyyyy came over and we flipped to this good movie we liked and then we watched one tree hill which was amazinggg like always.. then garrett pete matt and kumail came over around 10 left around 11 45. this morning i went to the law foran baseball game with kayy <33

then i had a game and before the game i got hit in my knee and it hurts lol and then i had a single and a double in my game so good stuff <3 and al came over tonight and we played whiffle ball and me and nick one against her and james! and we watched idol and anwars gone and it still hasnt hit me and then we watched life on a stick nd this was all like one big sentance.

any way cleaning at beth el shelter tommorow 9-2 should be exciting, then doctors appt. then i think going to the jv baseball game at foran and then voice at 7 and then chiles at 7 30 and probably sleeping at jenns after.

night kiddies <3

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:10:42 GMT

So yesterday i went to the dentist and i have to get my wisdom teeth out in the summer im so scared. then we went to lunch and i got choc. chip pancakes mm yumm!

Robyn came over at 4. We walked to gromarts to see garrett:). Then mike and kyle were there when we got back. they left around 8, cait came around 7 30 left around 10. garrett pete matt and kumail came around 10 and them and robyn left around 11.

it is jenn bakers day of birth today. i love herrrrr!
so kays coming over in a little should be exciting <3

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 03:22:43 GMT

I watched the notebook this morning.. i cried yeahh i did lol
I miss my cody i see that lady watching the pups all the time :(

So tonight i went to kays and rob and ash showed up a few minutes after me it was good times i love those gals. then mikey dooling showed up and i love him too! and thenn jenn baker and kait clark came! and then matt woods made his grand entrance along with garrett pete and john and kumail came a little later. it was muchos fun i love those people

yeahh i really do okay.